A heartbreak, a birthday and a gathering
A couple of days ago one of my friends came up to me in tears. Her boyfriend broke up with her and was looking for someone.. anyone to talk to. I guess this is one of those times where your friendship is tested in terms of making time for people who need you.The weird thing about this was.. deep down inside, I felt that I was sobbing louder than my friend was.
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It was an old friend's birthday today. I texted her greetings and she replied with "hu u?". I really wanted to reply to the message but I was hurt to the point that I didn't bother texting back. This was the third time that she asked me who I was after texting, and I didn't want to tell her who I was a third time.
I am probably among the stupidest thoughtful souls on earth. Where can you find people who remember your birthday without looking at a birthday reminder- And actually make an effort to greet you?
I really should stop this habit.. of giving more love than what you're getting.
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We had a reunion of old friends at work. After exchanging stories and the usual pleasantries, I could really feel that so much time has passed.. so much time has been invested on the wrong people, the wrong company, and (sigh) the wrong girl...
...and life is coming at me too fast to keep up.
posted by Urban Warrior @ 11:18 PM
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